Monday, March 21, 2005
Warning. This blog may contain some violence in it, people who can't withstand are advice not to read it or else...
I am pissed! Soo pissed! People always say that even though no matter how difficult a problem will be, however in some way or somehow you will always see the light at the end. But in my mind I know that no matter what, this problem will forever be left as a mystery that I can never solve.
Why? Why do people in knowing that there's trouble in front of them yet they still wanna step forward, willingly let the trouble divulge them or something... The funny thing is that they KNOW it spells trouble, that they will suffer and all but still willingly go for it. Are they stupid or what? People...you see me always smiling, laughing in front of you...Think that I am really that happy and cheerful? Wrong!
To honestly tell you, I have never been happy since. I have been deeply hurt by shallow-mindedness. Though people always say, time will heal all matters but I find mine not true at all. The truth is, it still hurt although not as much as last time but I know and I can swear that I will never forget it ever.
You hurt me get it! Not because of what you said or done, but because of your shallowness, of not being able to see things clearly! For being selfish and thinking ab yourself only. You think retreating will cure the matter? No! You think because of you doing this, refraining from me I will be able to lead my life normally and happily like nothing has ever happen? I can tell you, NO!! You are wrong! Big wrong!! I am deeply upset and disappointed with you. How can you ever bear to do it? ...
Thoughts on
3/21/2005 04:05:00 PM
